It’s 4.30am. I’m wide awake, have been since 2.30! what on earth is going on?
Well, I’m excited. I woke at 2.30am full of ideas of what to write on my website about my new study manual, How To Be a RichThinker: essential inner tools of success for therapists, coaches and other wellness professionals.
It’s practically ready to go live and that’s what’s so exciting! It was only 6 months ago that my website went live, even though in my mind’s eye RichThinkers has been coming for over a year. The culmination of all my years of business, counselling practice and personal development seminars has come together in RichThinkers and I am just plain excited!
How do I know it’s not fear? Because I’ve also been feeling fear and it’s quite different. Waves of fear have been flying up and down the centre of my body from time to time, quite unnerving sometimes, and often apparently unconnected to anything I might be thinking or doing. Not usual for me at all. But I’ve stuck with it, practicing what I’m preaching, walking my talk and generally doing the very best I can to be a RichThinker in every moment of my day. (Perhaps the fear is of success? Perhaps it’s just old fears being let go? Who knows? Does it matter?)
So even though it’s the middle of the night and I’ve tried going to sleep again (this is the second time I’ve switched the computer on!), finally I’ve attended to the impulse and here I am again, blogging!